25 april,2009 [Start]
11rd September, 2009 [continue]........
Byee everyone.
http://moonlyyt.xanga.com/weblog
:)
Re-in-car-na-tion
- Mood:
good
There are 4 things which I will discuss :
1.Self Image Distructive quality
2. Happy as my b’day
3. Raman too away my phone
4.Not looking opportunity.
Anne Hathaway
- Mood:
crappy
Hey Anshie....
I hope you had the worth of your time spent....at Angel's...
Now...Imagine for a moment that your every desire has been fulfilled,
and that even the dreams you dare not to dream have become a reality.
Imagine a life with no worries, no fears, no limitations, with nothing
to fight against, nothing standing in your way, nothing to hold you
back.
Those moments...those 4 hours.... may not come again.....
but...then....how would you live each moment of each day in such a
bright and shining reality? If you truly had it all, what, precisely,
would you do with it and who would you become?
As you imagine yourself living out your most treasured dreams, you
begin to touch the tangible and authentic purpose behind those dreams.
And you come to understand that the person you would become if you
truly had it all, is already with you even now.
That purpose which longs to be fulfilled is very much a part of who
you are today, no matter how distant your dreams may seem. Those
dreams are very much alive in you, and a great portion of their value
you already have.
Life is found not in waiting or hoping for anything to come to you.
Life is best lived knowing that who you are and what you have is
always more than enough.
As we are about to complete our journey ......The best you can imagine
is already here, ready to be lived out. Allow it to unfold, moment
after moment, day after day, as you experience the magnificent
blessing that is your life.
I know...that in very few days...I'll leave...leave again to go into
woods....once again into my dark corner...for...my purpose of coming
out of woods...would be over..... because...soon...they will see that
you are a brave soul....who...unlocks the mysteries of human
life....by beginning with the Self...
Stay Precious...and ...take good care of yourself...
--
euGENE
- Mood:
guilty
You know Anshie...
Its fear that drives us to procrastinate by viciously trapping us from
taking action.
It’s as if we’re silently voicing to ourselves: “I don’t want to go
Papa’s way, because I fear that I’ll do a bad job.”
Say procrastination experts: “The main reason people procrastinate is
fear. They get overwhelmed and they’re afraid they’ll look stupid.”
The solution? I give you two rules:
Rule #1: You embrace your suckiness.
Sometime, somewhere, in some twisted development of the modern human
mindset like yours and mine, too; we saw imperfection as a bad thing.
“Hey! if it’s not perfect, it’s not good enough!” most of the world
would scream.
But, that portion of the world misses something:
Without incessant failures, we wouldn’t discover Einstein’s formula,
Edison’s light bulb, Walton’s supercenter, the Wright Brothers’
aircraft, or Ford’s democratized vehicle.
Failure has defined those who have kicked the most unreasonable in
this reasonable world.
It defined the greatest thinkers, the greatest historians, the
greatest economists, the greatest entrepreneurs, the greatest chefs,
the greatest Nobel Laureates, the greatest anything.
Failure’s juicy good, because it steers us toward the correct route.
Peep into this analogy: Imagine that you’ve suddenly lost your vision,
you’re in your kitchen, and you’re trying to make it to your bedroom.
The best way to get there: By using the walls/objects/tables/etc. that
you’ll hit (a.k.a. “failures”) as guides toward your destination.
It’s akin to working on your business projects: you won’t know the
perfect route to get to your destination, but you’ll use
failures/imperfections as guideposts to construct the destination’s
route.
When you embrace your suckiness, you drive yourself to do something —
virtually anything.
Rule #2: You are an eccentric. You don’t need to do anything. You
choose to do it.
Going back to your childhood days: Remember when your parents,
teachers, guardians, bus drivers, and whoever else would tell you:
“Hey Anshita!!! You have to: _______. Then, you have to: _______. Then…”
How did the “have-to’s” make you feel? Probably reluctant, and you
wanted to rebel: which you likely did by half-messing the job.
Using the “I-have-to’s,” drives your mind to subconsciously “confirm
the impression that the task is awful and painful — one you wouldn’t
do if you had the free choice.”
Instead, when you replace the “I-have-to’s” with the “I-choose-to’s,”
you empower your mind to become fully assertive and open to start
thinking and behaving like the unreasonable, eccentric Anshie, who
will make enviable progress in this world of reasonable people.
So...STOP PROCASTINATING now onwards & see how effectively it
facilitates tyour ransformation to...the Rebellion..............
--
euGENE
- Mood:
sleepy
You may not know...how happy I felt ..seeing you standing in the
spotlight of positive energy...'...
In the hind-sight...if I see....the kind of churning you would have
gone through... and the thoughts....the energy you are radiating
today....... Well... I know...the real ANSHITA is coming back....
While I will keep on living my role.... the onus is on you.... provide
more strength to her.... and I know...she will live her role...the
role of being a Rebellion...a true leader....
Just remember....when you are continuously being battered by the
storms of life... and your very spirit is ebbing away... then all you
need to do is hang onto that gift called 'Faith'... that one support
which will weather the storms. Faith does not depend on a clever head,
only belief.... belief in the self and the strength that lies within.
Faith is the seed of victory and the foundation of making the
impossible possible.
You should believe now....that... each one of us is a walking
radiator. Mostly we radiate thoughts and attitudes. From deep within
we radiate our state of being, and the essential, original and eternal
state of every being is peaceful and loving. If you peep into your
recent past, you will realize that - very often we block and distort
this energy with our attachments... attachment to
individuals....incidents....thoughts...&
Attachments turn love into fear (the fear of loosing someone who was
never yours), peace into anger (because you feel that no one in this
universe understands you) and then we distort our attitudes and
actions towards others. Without uttering even a single word, she told
me - 'this is neither relaxing for ourselves, or for those around us'.
Which is why detachment is the secret to living lightly and lovingly;
now you would understand.
Now, you should understand that - to be a radiator that people come to
for real warmth, what you need is - to detach from today? If you
don't detach then you will stay attached, and then you will see others
and life itself as a threat, and your tension will keep them away. But
they cannot threaten you. Only your dependency on a thing, or an idea,
or an opinion can be threatened.
I know that soon...my role would be over...and I may be
silent....silent for ever.... My silence might challenge you
everyday…that - come on…find out …what needs to be released today?
What needs to be released so the light can come through? …Being a
human being, you might also struggle to find the answer….may be you'll
get one …. once you discover your being….in those much awaited moments
of serenity....................
Stay precious....
--
euGENE
- Mood:
calm
When do I come back to blog
Whenevr I feel like
and when I feel so
when I am in trouble like I have got exams now!!
Have DBMS exam tomorow and I am chatting with stud
stud=gurinder=my boyfriend
yeah yeah...
i don write about guys in my blog
But he is special ofcourse
not because i feel so
but because he makes me feel special
and he loves me MORE than I do
are we compatible?
I dont know-
I dont think so
but that doesnt matter
I am fine with him
and he isperfect for me
BUt I am not here to write an essay about stud
I am here to grumble about the fact that
sometimes i am in mood
sometimes he is in mood
and what is suffering is DBMS=25 marks of internal assessmant
Fucking ass!!!
The biggest problem with me is that I dont know what is the right thing to do at the right time.
no no
I know this time I should be studying
But see I am not!
arghghgh......
wot else?
o yeahh...
yesterday outing was mind bLOWING
errrr...
awuuuuuuSUM!!!!
HooooooooooooooBoooooooooooooooooooo
lolzzz
but I guess I should have studied
but outing was definately important yar
so as to supress the stress
and yes...
Whenevr I feel like
and when I feel so
when I am in trouble like I have got exams now!!
Have DBMS exam tomorow and I am chatting with stud
stud=gurinder=my boyfriend
yeah yeah...
But he is special ofcourse
not because i feel so
but because he makes me feel special
and he loves me MORE than I do
are we compatible?
I dont know-
I dont think so
but that doesnt matter
I am fine with him
and he is
BUt I am not here to write an essay about stud
I am here to grumble about the fact that
sometimes i am in mood
sometimes he is in mood
and what is suffering is DBMS=25 marks of internal assessmant
Fucking ass!!!
The biggest problem with me is that I dont know what is the right thing to do at the right time.
no no
I know this time I should be studying
But see I am not!
arghghgh......
wot else?
o yeahh...
errrr...
awuuuuuuSUM!!!!
HooooooooooooooBoooooooooooooooooooo
lolzzz
but I guess I should have studied
but outing was definately important yar
so as to supress the stress
and yes...
I have stopped planning
and expecting results
also i dont mind helping people now
and staying calm
just playing my part
and expecting results
also i dont mind helping people now
and staying calm
just playing my part
but to study->
shits and fucks alltogether
:p :p
pics time:::
HAIR WASH
STUD::ME
REBELLION
HE IS MORE HANDSOME
TIE PADOSI KI HAI
BOSS->CR->STUD
shits and fucks alltogether
:p :p
pics time:::
HAIR WASH
STUD::ME
REBELLION
HE IS MORE HANDSOME
TIE PADOSI KI HAI
BOSS->CR->STUD
- Location:bed
- Mood: calm
******************************
Anshie....
As you also said the previous evening...as you
changed your name in
the Orkut as well...all suggesting that you are
already under going
the process of (re)-discovering yourself... I
believe ....that...the
churning has just begun.... and ... I am sure
...soon you will attain
the state of Self-actualization.....
and...nothing...absolutely
nothing ....should stop you now....from
attaining that....
However, please do remember...that...if you're
always chasing
happiness or what you call as the SOLACE, it
will never be able to
find you.
Relax, simply give happiness or solace a place
to live in you, and it
will be in great abundance.
When you put conditions on enjoyment, it turns
into just another
chore. Let go, and sincerely enjoy the miracle
that is your life as it
comes to you in each moment.
If you become overly attached to specific
results, you set yourself up
for disappointment and disillusionment. Be
ambitious, yet do not be
your ambition.
Sometimes, when things fail to go the way you
planned, they turn out
better than you could have possibly expected.
Welcome life's surprises
and choose to see the positive value that is in
each one of them.
Don't be too quick to place judgments on the
people, situations and
events in your life. In everything that comes
along, there is an
opportunity for you to more fully discover and
express your true
purpose.
Be open to whatever life brings your way. There
is real treasure to be
found in it all.
I know that..... you will find a lot of REAL
TREASURE in the coming
days n weeks... I am moving to Mumbai tomorrow
morning...I always
consider my journey as the last journey.....Hope
to see the
Rebellion....if I return....
Take good care of yourself.....&...the whole
little world around you...
Stay Precious....
--
euGENE
Now let ur known ones witness the New You now
onwards...each moment...every day... I will
never pray for u to a sheltered from storms in
ur life....but a courage to face them.... I
will also not pray for stilling you
but a heart to conquer them....
***********************
......take your time... Seems you had a long
night... Your poems....and abstracts are too
good... very up front... explicitly
clear....about your wants and desires.... I love
it... I wish I had that art......keep it up.....
Write up..... never Write off...
****************************
Dont try to change your persona.... Just need to
un learn few behaviors... Stay calm like the
sea... Just very calm on the surface....
Remember mightiest battles of mankind are fought
and won in the secret chambers of heart.... Take
sometime out every day to reach ur only true
friend.... the young Rebellion within you....
Things will fall in place no their own... Stay
Precious ....
****************************
Naughty girl.....
***************************
........ Happy to see you that way..... You are
not escapist..... Nor a Cad.... Just a lovely
young charming girl...
*****************************
Har baat jane kaise gujar jati hai... pyaas
bujhti nahi ki brsaat gujar jati hai, us ki
yadon se kah do ki yu na aya kare... neend aati
nahi ki raat gujar jati hai ....
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bouncy
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